today i remembered a dream i had last night, about my mom and sister, who have both been dead for some time now, i had to watch them die all over again. it sucked!!!!! then my nephew, my sisters son, posted some old pic's. way cool. and i talked to my brother. when i was little, i remember always going to my grandmas house for all the big 'to do's....... it was all about family! everyone was there. home made split pea soup or chicken n dumplins.  thats what it's all about family, right? i have not done that kind of stuff since forever! sad